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(no subject) [Nov. 7th, 2005|09:13 pm]
Straylight Run
It Never Gets Easier

Taking up my time again
the one thing i can't stand
the coffee and the conversation never ends
when all i really need to find is one short clever line
to pinpoint my disgust
it's always just too much or not enough
and i'm overwhelmed
so i'll keep it simple for obvious reasons
i'll say what i should and just hope you believe me
but it never gets easier
sink in to myself again
i can't hear a word you've said
the syllables
the sounds just aren't sentences
and all i really want to do is tear straight in to you
unload a hail of insults til you finally get it
i'm sick to death
but a strong distaste for confrontation leaves no room for self expression
such a strain to remain so docile though

don't you know it all takes its toll
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(no subject) [Oct. 28th, 2005|01:47 pm]
I really want to go see Chiodos tonight in Flint but I lack the nine dollars, transportation, and company needed.

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(no subject) [Sep. 27th, 2005|02:11 am]
fall out boy tomorrrrowwwwww!!!!!!!
I miss you guys.
visit me
i will ssex you uuup
or not.

Soundtrack to my life currently

1. Opening Credits: Don't Panic/Coldplay

2. Waking-up Scene: I'm Ready// Jack's Mannequin

3. Dress up scene: San Dimas High School Football Rules// The Ataris

4. Average-day Scene: So I finally decided to give myself a reason// Ace enders

5. Best-friend Scene: Brat Pack/ The Rocket Summer

6. First-Date/Meeting Scene: Friday Night/ Slick Shoes

7. Love at first sight scene: Staple Gunned// The Spill Canvas

8. Love Scene: Just Like We Do// Eisley

9. Fight-With-Friend scene: seventy time 7//Brand new

10. Break-up Scene: Haligh, Haligh, a lie, haligh//Bright Eyes

11. Argument Scene: man and Wife (the Latter)//Desaparecidos

12. Getting-Back-Together scene: Today I saw your face// An Angle

13. Fight-At-Home Scene: Post Script// Finch

14. "Life’s Okay" Scene: Everythings All RIght// Motion City Soundtrack

15. Heartbreak Scene: All We Ever Needed// The Early November

16. Mental-Breakdown Scene: Failure// Unearth

17. Driving Scene: Guitarred and Feathered// Every Time I die

18. Lesson-Learning Scene: Brand New Skin// Count the Stars

19. Deep-Thought Scene: are we really happy with who we are right now//Moneen

20. Flashback Scene: Jonah and my whetstone// Saves the Day

21. Party Scene:Sheltered// Greeley Estates

22. Happy Dance Scene: Hello Goodbye

23. Regret Scene: bite to break skin // senses fail

24. Long-Night Scene: failure by design//Brand new

25. Getting over her/him scene: Baby You Wouldn't Last A Minute on the Creek// Chiodos

26. Death Scene: These Ghosts, my Hopes, the Sand, the Sea// Daphne Loves Derby

27. Closing Credits: The Tops Of Trees Are On Fire// the Lyndsay Diaries
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(no subject) [Aug. 11th, 2005|04:22 pm]
Contrary to Popular belief.. I am still LIVING!

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anyone who knows me read this it is so true [Jul. 15th, 2005|09:20 pm]
Name: Nicole
October 13 1987
4:15 PM Time Zone is EDT
Saginaw, MI

Rising Sign is in 12 Degrees Aquarius
You like new ideas and concepts, but you prefer to discover them by yourself -- it is not easy for others to convert you to anything. You form your own opinions, but once you do form them, you then want to convince everyone else that they are correct. Try to be more tolerant of the opinions of others. You have a deep and abiding interest in science, mathematics, and the great social problems of the day. Very sympathetic toward the downtrodden, equality is your battle cry! You demand that those in authority be fair to all. You are an intellectual -- emotions and emotional people are difficult for you to understand. You are known for being calm, cool, detached and objective.

Sun is in 19 Degrees Libra.
Very sociable, you enjoy being with others and definitely prefer not be alone. Warm and affectionate, you go out of your way to make others like you. You despise ugliness, for you being surrounded by beauty and harmony is a necessity of life. You prefer fine clothing, an attractive home and pleasant surroundings wherever you are. Your refined tastes apply to music and to art as well. At times, you are very indecisive you waver and falter when forced to make a choice because you have the ability to see both sides of any question. The positive part of this is that you are very fair-minded and can be trusted to settle disputes. Your greatest challenge is to take any one- on-one encounter and make the most of it.

Moon is in 09 Degrees Cancer.
For the most part, you are very strong and secure emotionally. You intuitively know what to do to make others feel comfortable, loved, accepted and needed. You naturally enjoy feeding and taking care of others. Be careful that your mothering does not turn into smothering. At times, you tend to feel that those to whom you are attached can never do anything without your assistance and support. Extremely sensitive by nature, it hurts you deeply whenever anyone criticizes you. You have an almost desperate need to be loved and wanted and needed by everyone with whom you come into contact, and you go out of your way to be accommodating to them.

Mercury is in 12 Degrees Scorpio.
You are a born investigator. You are fascinated by secrets and mysteries and unanswered questions of any kind. When you become upset or angry, your emotional reactions are overpowering -- reason and logic disappear in an uncontrollable passionate outburst. You tend to keep your thoughts secret and bottled up and this makes others regard you with suspicion. It is not that you are trying purposely to be evasive, it is just that you would rather not deal with the explosions and hassles that often occur when you reveal your true feelings and opinions. Your sense of humor tends toward sarcasm and irony.

Venus is in 03 Degrees Scorpio.
Your feelings about others are deep, powerful, intense and complex. When you like someone, you do so totally and obsessively if you do not like someone, they do not exist. Your faithfulness and loyalty to your lover is unquestioned, indeed at times it is too much so -- you get so possessive that you almost smother your partner. At times, your feelings are kept deep within you and, because they are so complex and intense, they frighten you -- this is the way that you try to ignore them. But the more you try to do this, the more explosive things get when you eventually do express them.

Mars is in 03 Degrees Libra.
You are very aware of the need to cooperate with others in order to further any effort. You are usually willing to compromise with others, although you can be quite competitive in a friendly way. Very fair- minded and impartial, you have the ability to sense injustice and the desire to take corrective actions to make proper compensations. You see both sides of issues and questions, but you tend to be undecided or wavering when forced to make choices that might make you vulnerable or unpopular.

Jupiter is in 25 Degrees Aries.
The way that you grow and develop is by being an uncompromising individualist. You have a great need to be yourself and to explore your latent talents and abilities. Do not be afraid to let yourself go and develop self-confidence and pride in your accomplishments. But try not to become so self-centered that you ignore the needs of others. Also, you may have to build up your self-discipline in order to focus your energies properly.

Saturn is in 16 Degrees Sagittarius.
Basically quite conservative, you respect traditional authority figures and are very thankful and supportive of the laws and institutions which govern your life. You learn and accept new ideas only after having very thoroughly examined them. Ideals and abstract concepts are important to you only if they can be used in some practical fashion. You are so practical and so orderly that you have natural skills in planning, administrating and organizing. (I don't agree with this one)

Uranus is in 23 Degrees Sagittarius.
You, and most of your peers, have the tendency to think that all ideas, customs and traditions from the past are outmoded and irrelevant. You are attracted to radically new ideas, philosophies and religions that will, hopefully, cause sweeping changes throughout the world.

Neptune is in 05 Degrees Capricorn.
You, and your entire generation, will idealize work, practicality and the ability to attain reasonable goals. But, because you will also stress the need to be selfless and giving, you may find it difficult to attain your goals unless you have lowered your expectations on all fronts.

Pluto is in 09 Degrees Scorpio.
For your entire generation, this is a period of intense research and discovery in areas that were heretofore considered mysterious, remote or taboo. The root causes for many complex occurrences will be unearthed due to the intensity and thoroughness of the search.

N. Node is in 02 Degrees Aries.
You're at your most comfortable when involved in group activities outside of your immediate family circle. You delight in getting involved with others in neighborhood civic or political activities, especially if you can be a part of the leadership of the group. Your zeal and overabundant energy bring out your real creativity when you can work toward tangible results -- things that will immediately benefit those around you. You have a real gift for getting the most out of charity drives and community benefits. Take time out between projects though, because you tire out easily and your effectiveness becomes greatly diminished when your energy is depleted. Also, don't even think of trying to get involved at a peripheral level -- you need a total commitment to feel personally fulfilled. Let others bake the cookies and set up the chairs -- you should be the one to tell everyone what to do and when to do it!
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pictures! from the show! [Jun. 19th, 2005|08:16 pm]
[am i depressed again today? |boredbored]
[fucking rocking out to |Daphne Loves Derby]

you know you want to look!Collapse )

<3 nicole.
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(no subject) [Jun. 2nd, 2005|12:18 am]
1. Reply with your name and I will write something I like about you.
2. I will then tell what song reminds me of you.
3. If I were to apply an o'clock to you, I'll tell you what it would be.
4. I will try to name a single word that best describes you.
5. I'll tell you the most memorable moment I've had with you.
6. I will tell you what color you remind me of.
7. I'll then tell you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. Put this in your journal.
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(no subject) [May. 25th, 2005|12:25 am]
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(no subject) [Apr. 9th, 2005|05:39 pm]
i am so bad at track that it is embarassing


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Nicole Renee Boquette's Aliases

Your movie star name: Crackers And Cheese Clarence

Your fashion designer name is Nicole Amsterdam

Your socialite name is Sick Puppy Chicago

Your fly girl / guy name is N Boq

Your detective name is Tiger St.Charles

Your barfly name is Ice Cream Vodka

Your soap opera name is Renee Baltic

Your rock star name is Take 5 Train

Your star wars name is Nicmol Boqbra

Your punk rock band name is The Sad Fork

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(no subject) [Apr. 8th, 2005|12:26 pm]
so i am sitting at home bored.. i think i am going to not go to prom, a much more cost efficent version of prom i am going by. I am going to put on my dress, do my hair, and go get pictures with my friends. But instead of going to the prom (which is in st.charles) just go home and play DDR or dance to the Faint or Hellogoodbye.

$45 dollars is not in my opinion, worth it. Plus all of my friends will probably have dates and guys don't really like me so i won't have a date, so it would just be unfun like homecoming was.

Today i am going to go up to the track and run, then i am going to work on the high jump. i suck at track. its kinda funny.

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